A Story of An Elm Tree

Bb,

Can’t describe to you how grateful i am for having you .

To comfort me when i am in fear.

To stay quiet when i need peace.

To chat with me when i get pensive or feel lost.

To be spontaneous with my last minute requests.

To remain calm when i get impatient.

To stay patient when i am stubborn.

To stick with my “sudden” six sense , gut feel behavior.

To handle my surprising “just pop out of my mind” questions.

To live up to my heart popping April fool joke.

To skype me and watch me slmost sleep every day.

To hold my hands when i needed you to do so in Cambodia.

To say Love you every morning when u have the chance to.

Message Of The Day :

And many more thank you to come …..

Fionna

 

Dear bb;

I like this name. It is such a special name you have created for someone ( who is named because of our love , named after you and me ) thus i decided to let it be a part of the MAD project on our blog.

I had a really bad nightmare yesterday and i woke up in fear. It was the continuation from a really bad nightmare i mentioned to you a few weeks ago. I was really scared becasue it involves someone i love leaving me; for good.

While we all love to welcome new people into the family, we cannot fear losing the ones who are already with us.

Message of the day:

A scary day for me , even till now. I see the need to share both the good and fear i have in me. I started praying very hard to Lord, for him to bless my family , you and my friends to be healthy, safe and success in every thing they do.

Love,

Fionna

Edwin dear ,

Message For the Day: http://edwinting.com/

I love you.

Fionna dear

宝贝 BBE;

今天是个特别的日子，因为我决定写一个中文的博客赠送给你。灵感来之于你迟到的短讯：我尝爱你。

尝  ：  一个多余可是特别的字

如果我没决定放开那段感情， 我也不会知道我可以重新开始。

因为我尝接受你的感情，我才知道放开只是一个选择。

因为我尝爱一个和完全性格不同的你，我第一次知道原来是如此有趣特别的。

因为我尝爱你，我从你身上学会一段美好的感情，只需要尝试一次就足够了。

我爱你。

宝贝 BBF 

 

Dear BB,

Today is a special day beacause it’s the first time i felt worried about you when i did not receive your sms reply or hear your voice. This was so unlike you.  

I wanted to write this blog @ Zilin’s place; after the 300808 blog ; but i decided i got to spend some time to gather my thoughts.

Message to you:

I didn’t know i can miss you so much and i am falling in love with Mr Ting more and more each day. I  thank SKype for that.

SUCCESS for  long distance = A SKYPE SAvvy Couple – poor telecommunication network + Weekly handwritten postcards

Request For A Man’s Perspective  :

If a woman has a personality that is very close to a man, how can she prevent herself from being falling into the category of “brother” for a man she has crush on ?

 

 

Dear baby;

Today is a special day. I saw your comment and i am sure i have to learn from you on how to manage our relationship in a more positive manner. I think its amazing how you can believe in us. I have become the pessimist; and i give you an A* for the positivity in this relationship. You balance me; my life and how i look at life.

Message of the day:

You are right; instead of a back door, the focus should be on how to make the best out of this relationship together.I can start with trusting us first. 

Sorry for having to put up with my moments of insecurity and please remind me and stop me when i say things that makes you feel unhappy. Love you bb!

 

1108 – What comes to your mind ? Not my unit number ; but the time i started to write this blog post to you before 25 days to your b427 arrives, and 26 days to b427 will go.

I had a great day @ training today and thanks for supporting me by:

1.  Giving me the trust that i can achieve all i believe in without having to worry about us.

I was sharing with Wye Yee about how we met and eventually got together online;

She says i am cute and congratulate me on having such a caring boyfriend. Deep inside me; I have always felt i am fortunate to have you love me. A detailed boyfriend who does regular raincheck on my mood to see if i am ok.

26 days b427:

I pray you will be by my side to hold me to sleep soon; and i can watch you fall asleep, and lay on your chest as i snooze for an hour in the morning.

My message :

I will pray to win the tickets back home to see the F1 race ; as you have wished for too .

Love u.Fi

Dear Edwin;

Today is another special day. I embarked on the journey of DISCovering my introvert boyfriend ; 26 days b427. I found out something that surprised me. I see part of myself too in the book. 10-19 Some where in the middle. I am excited to know more about you, how you think, why you behave in a certain way that i failed to apprehend at times ( when i fell more on the extrovert side) .

Especially why you choose not to speak up at times when needed.

A question flashed by me : How willing am i to have someone like this to stand beside me ?

Then a post card dropped out of the book and caught me by attention:

I don’t know how (yet)

I don’t know when ( yet).

But i know why – I Love you…..ok?

The postcard answers for the reason of the flashback question – the fear of losing someone u love.

It has never been an issue of how willing , it was the bigger picture that explains why all these silly questions are flashing  on and off ; one that is a result of a simple 4 letter word called LOVE.

My message today :

I am standing beside you no matter you are an introvert, extrovert, geek, i-phone lover, mac- raver whatever!

Dear Edwin,

27 days to your 27th birthday on 27 August 2008.

Today is a special day. z

My first prayers to celebrate our love , 27 days before your 27th BIG day :

I thank Lord for having met you and more importantly for guiding me into your life;

I pray he will fill our relationship with his LOVE

and bless us with good health ,success, happiness and  peace  with every moment we spend together

I thank you for choosing me to be the one you will hold hands with as you embark on your journey ahead .

God bless you . Leave you to figure out what M>A>D Project means.

Love;

Fionna dear