Dear BBE,
If you are the sucker for love , 2 days and you start missing me, then guess who is the real sucker, i started missing you 2 seconds after we kissed goodbye. I thank you for the time you have taken to spend with me , to close our 2008 in a sweet note and welcome 2009 in an even sweeter note. I have never been happier and i like the feeling of having the most important person in my life to close and welcome a new year.
I thank our Lord for giving us the chance to be together and the opportunity to have quality time together , with us all healthy and happy. Though our time together is always short, but to me, the relationship and my affections for you grow each time you come and go. I pray for the day that he will bring us together. During your trip here, i am certain that you will take care of me and hold me whenever i need you too. I know we are both not ready to settle down, the idea of commitment still send shivers down me, it has nothing to do with you as a person, but more of me , thinking i am tied to something. As someone who always thins that i can control things, a commitment mades me feel i lose control of everything. But , deep inside me, i know our love will help me tide through this , and i know you are the special someone i will give my hand to, to hold and walk in the cold winter in Shanghai. I am sure now because:
I can’t wait to rush home everyday , turn on skype, to see and hear your voice .
I get excited every time i see an sms from  +6591266190 .
My heart thumps really fast when i hear you knocking on 1108 ..whenever you arrive here to be with me.
All happens for a reason…my love for you.
I pray for the day to come …where i will no longer need the gloves to hold on too, to protect and keep me warm in the winter. Love you.
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