Bb;
 I am sorry for being so impatient with you @ work and when we talk sometimes. My task orientation gets me very worked up at times when i don’t achieve what i set to do.I get agitatedwhen you give me negative comments and never counter with new suggestions. I know you have been very patient with me and i am just bad at managing my own emotions and temperament. I will work on it.I want to write because i want you to know there is never a moment i feel good after losing my cool. And i realised you never at once lose your temperament when i lose mine or stop me when i do so. Bb, if you are upset with my behaviour, i appreciate you tell me. I don’t want you to be upset in silence. I will think it’s ok and not realised my mistake. You have to manage me bb ! I love u and you might say you are ok , i want you to know i don’t want to take your patience with me for granted. I want to treasure you as my bb darling. You know if you upset me, i will speak it out, coz i want you to know my feelings. This is the same for you ok..darling. While i can’t say everyday together will be happy, but i want  our days together till we are 87 to be filled happiness everyday. I love you bb.
Fionn@