Dearest Lime3,
While the flight was on delay, I was thinking of you all the time. I even thought if I should change my flight tonight if the delay carries on with the heat and stuffiness. God bless, Amen, the flight could take off safely. I know I am going to be home late tonight. I decided to spend the time in-flight to write to you so that I can update our blog once I am home before you zzz.
As I spend more time away from home, I miss home and gets more emotional every time I have to leave. In spite this is the longest holiday I ever have since I started working in Shanghai but I just dunno why. As time goes by, i feel I have lesser time with my parents, my parents have aged so quickly without me realizing it, my mum is turning 60 next year! My sister, I always feel I dun spend enough time with her and appreciate all she has done for me. She taught me a lesson of my poor time management this trip home and how I always take time for granted with people I love, including you. Sorry if I let you roam around all the time; I have just added one more New Year resolution: to start by being on time when meeting my loved ones.
I am always a very strong person and will not usually show my feelings easily to anyone, you manage to discover and see the softer side of me. I certainly understand the trust, patience and discipline you need to maintain this long distance relationship and I will not take it for granted when we eventually stay together. Will need you to “nag†me if I side track on my promise of taking you for granted.JÂ
I have so much thanks to our Lord for bringing you to me and for bringing me to you. Though I might sound lack of confident in my own commitment to this relationship; about us staying together, deep within me, I know we will know how to manage and adjust to the changes when the time comes. I have never been clearer than before the man I want to share my happiness and sadness with, the man I want to go home to see everyday , sleep and wake up to in my arms with every morning, share my problems and success with, never been clearer the person will be you.
While we still have 4 more months before we come together, I will work hard here in Shanghai and wait patiently for your arrival to join me in what I have been praying and hoping for since the very day I left for Shanghai to embark on my career. Thanks for being the supportive lime tree in my life, who is always so strong, sturdy and that I can depend on all times for my daily renewal and dosage of love.
Love;
Elm3Â