Things he said

 

All of a sudden i feel that my life is beyond my control.

I hope i am just being paranoid.

I feel so helpless and foolish.

It is not about me anymore.

I am so afraid , Fionna.

Are you a christian? I replied:  I am one. I believe in Him and i held his hands. My lord has never let me down ever since the day i left for China. I was the one who let him down all the time in spite of all he has done for me.He showed me the way once again this time round.