{"id":234,"date":"2008-09-07T22:48:07","date_gmt":"2008-09-07T14:48:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/?p=234"},"modified":"2008-09-07T22:48:07","modified_gmt":"2008-09-07T14:48:07","slug":"daily-renewal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/?p=234","title":{"rendered":"Daily Renewal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear bbe;<\/p>\n<p>My type was so true. I really needed this daily renewal to keep me committed to our love and relationship. I do that, not everyday, but at times when i feel i needed confirmation that you are the one for me and how much i want to cherish and treasure our relationship; for the things you do for me, and more importantly how much trust i place on this relationship.<\/p>\n<p>I realised this very act of daily renewal gives me the power to stay committed to our love ; esp at times when i feel i needed you, and u are not by my side.<\/p>\n<p>My gf asked me if this was something that came out because i needed to convince myself the reason to stay in a relationship with you , wouldn&#8217;t it be very sad if i had to be in a realtionship that i have to keep convincing myself to stay in; am i not comfortable in this love?<\/p>\n<p>I thought about it for a long time. The answer was &#8220;no&#8221;.\u00c2\u00a0 I love you for the trust you give to me, the love you shower me with ; the planning and decision making we can discuss to one another;\u00c2\u00a0nd the respect we show to one another.\u00c2\u00a0All this was enough\u00c2\u00a0to make me decide why i begin this relationship with you at the first place. Thus, i am willing to\u00c2\u00a0commit myself to you. But being a person who has never\u00c2\u00a0feel\u00c2\u00a0the need to commit, i made a\u00c2\u00a0choice to commit to you; and this love. I can&#8217;t do that overnight\u00c2\u00a0; and it&#8217;s especially hard when u are not around, this daily renewal is the step by step path to commitment .<\/p>\n<p>Message of the day:<\/p>\n<p>I am happy to be committed to thei relationship with you. I can&#8217;t describe to you how happy i was when you agree to us investing together for a house here in Shanghai. To me; it was a special moment and we have just moved our relationship to another level up.<\/p>\n<p>Love you baby!<\/p>\n<p>Fionna<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear bbe; My type was so true. I really needed this daily renewal to keep me committed to our love and relationship. I do that, not everyday, but at times when i feel i needed confirmation that you are the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/elm3.org\/?p=234\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-234","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-m-a-d-project"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/234","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=234"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/234\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=234"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=234"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=234"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}