{"id":135,"date":"2007-02-16T14:13:54","date_gmt":"2007-02-16T06:13:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/fionna\/cafelatte\/?p=138"},"modified":"2007-02-16T14:13:54","modified_gmt":"2007-02-16T06:13:54","slug":"things-he-said","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elm3.org\/?p=135","title":{"rendered":"Things he said"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n

All of a sudden i feel that my life is beyond my control.<\/p>\n

I hope i am just being paranoid.<\/p>\n

I feel so helpless and foolish.<\/p>\n

It is not about me anymore.<\/p>\n

I am so afraid , Fionna.<\/p>\n

Are you a christian? I replied:\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0I am one. I believe in Him and i held his hands. My lord has never let me down ever since the day i left for China. I was the one who let him down all the time in spite of all he has done for me.He showed me the way once again this time round.<\/p>\n

\u00c2\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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